How to kick depression?

Hell u got me beat I think.. I got baddd anxiety. My moms always yelling. I have 4 younger siblings all adhd (hyper) disorder. I hve tmj (jaw joint and muscle) disorder. I have panic attacks before I sleep because of a dream I had. I go insane and start shakin when I'm in a panic attack mode. And the had me on lexapro 20mg but when they heard I was still goin crazy with panic attacks before bed they switched me to zoloft for my anxiety 50mg. I haven't taken it yet because I'm scaredof the side effects.. yeah my anxiety gets to me that baddly. I didn't answer ur question but let me know if u find a way to kick anxiety and or depression.. \/